If I could swim to the depths of the seas
And face all the darkness and fears
Deal with the cold and profanities I’d hear
I’d do it so that I could return to you
Because life without you feels like drowning
So the answer must be in the water
Will I start to breathe again
If I dive down deep enough?
What was not enough?
I blame myself for not being there
When you went away,
When your soul transcended from it’s cage
And became free
Leaving me bound
Bound in my pain and sorrow
That fluctuates like waves and the currents
You were the clear weather
That kept the waters calm
I’m not a surfer so I don’t revel when I see waves
I stay close to the beach
Mostly because I’m afraid of sharks
Perhaps your death was the biggest message
To swim to the furthest part of the ocean you can reach
Because land or water…
Life will end eventually
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