This Valentineās as usual I was by myself. But I was perfectly happy going about my business because jealousy and envy are ugly emotions. There was a time when I wished I had someone to take me out and spoil me on the day of love. But then I realized that my desire was a reflection that I was hanging around the wrong people that didnāt appreciate things like that and two that I could do everything for myself that I wanted a guy to do for me for years.

Honestly I feel itās really sad feeling like you have to compensate for a day that is or isnāt meant for you. This Valentineās I just chilled because why bother? Why should I go to extravagant lengths to compete with couples? When Iām in a relationship thatās when Iāll Valentine. I donāt even need to do the excessive ālove yourselfā shit that those without a Valentineās try to sell.
Honestly other peopleās joy shouldnāt make me upset. Of course I might be jealous but at the end of the day at different points in life we either have or donāt have. Lol, I once saw someone call it āSingles Awareness Dayāā¦as though youāre not aware youāre single the other 364 days of the year. Like seriously thoughā¦.

