Valentining by Yourself🥂

This Valentine’s as usual I was by myself. But I was perfectly happy going about my business because jealousy and envy are ugly emotions. There was a time when I wished I had someone to take me out and spoil me on the day of love. But then I realized that my desire was a reflection that I was hanging around the wrong people that didn’t appreciate things like that and two that I could do everything for myself that I wanted a guy to do for me for years.

Honestly I feel it’s really sad feeling like you have to compensate for a day that is or isn’t meant for you. This Valentine’s I just chilled because why bother? Why should I go to extravagant lengths to compete with couples? When I’m in a relationship that’s when I’ll Valentine. I don’t even need to do the excessive ‘love yourself’ shit that those without a Valentine’s try to sell.

Honestly other people’s joy shouldn’t make me upset. Of course I might be jealous but at the end of the day at different points in life we either have or don’t have. Lol, I once saw someone call it “Singles Awareness Day”…as though you’re not aware you’re single the other 364 days of the year. Like seriously though….